Tough day
I celebrated the end of the first challenge and the beginning of the new one with shish-kabobs. Yay beef! It’s been 3 weeks, pretty much as I remember it.
Today I finally got off of my rear end and did stuff around the house that I’ve been putting off. Crazy stuff like vacuuming and sorting laundry even a haircut. I’m moving the rooms around again. Kids need a playroom. Their stuff gets everywhere in a matter of the 2 days they are here and then I’m still finding stuff a week later. Kinda a rude slap in the face at the time. Yeah, I get it. They’re gone.
It is nice having the house cleaned up but it feels very much like being all dressed up and having no place to go. This place just doesn’t feel like a home with just me in it. It’s just the last place I lived before she left. Days like today it still feels like I’ve got this empty place inside. My only saving grace today was the fact that I couldn’t figure out if the empty spot was more candy bar or pizza shaped. It just wouldn’t do to try and cram in the wrong one. I settled on french toast for lunch. Yah. That crazy bachelor lifestyle!
No worries. At least these days are getting farther and farther apart. Tomorrow’s Monday. It’s easy to find motivation on a Monday. I just need to make it through the rest of the day without caving in.
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((hugs)) don’t cave…we all have these days…take care of yourself….that is the best thing you can do
You made a wise decision. That is exactly why I don’t live in a house. Everyone says at my age I should have one, but why 2 extra bedrooms for me and the dog? I hope things get better Kevin. We are gonna do this
Hang in there.
The challenging (and somethimes great) thing about life is that it’s so dynamic… rarely does it stay the same for long.
Embrace the highs and stay strong during the lows, as both will change in time.
thank goodness we have the chose to make changes and choices. Keep up the great work and it does get easier. When you get a low come here and just read and leave notes to everyone. It helps me ,emotionally and it keeps me from the fridge.LOL
Ya, sorry about the spelling, my spell check don’t work.Have you ever thought of a pet to keep you company?