Finally! (nothing to do with weight loss)
Finally! Ever since the break up nothing has gone right. I mean NOTHING. Last week the window on the van cracked. How? We’ll never know. It was parked at work facing a wide open field. I sat in it at lunch and when I came back two and half hours later it was cracked. The way the parking lot is set up, someone would’ve seen if anyone did it. Best I can figure is that it’s collateral from the two deer I’ve hit since the break up. Maybe some kind of chip along the edge that cracked in the sun. Mebbe it’s just the bad mojo. I don’t know. That’s just the luck I’ve been having. Just dunno.
After the breakup, one of the first things I did was try and look up the ex ex. The girl I was engaged to like 12 years ago. No luck. She dropped off the face of the Earth! I’m not looking to “look her up” or anything. That one ended for a whoooole lot of good reasons. I was just curious how things turned out. Like I said, NOTHING. I thought I saw her a couple of times when I went back home to see my parents. So I’d come home and search a little bit. Nothing. It was just frustrating.
Tonight I’m just looking some stuff up on the net and decided to try her name in a few places. BAM! She’s there. Phone number and everything. I’m not gonna call it. I really have nothing to say to her even after all of these years. It’s just very peculiar how it happened. I mean it’s standard phone books and stuff. Things that had to be there 6 months ago. She’s all over the place just like the rest of us.
It’s like some kind of wall just broke.
Superstitious and probably bordering on insane but I’ll take it. I’ll use any excuse to motivate myself. The bad thing about my ex is that she really never did care if I’m fat or not. Nobody I know really does. Now my ex ex… If I ever bump into her, I’m gonna need to be doing better than this. I refuse to let her see me like this. Add to that the fact that my brother just lost 90 pounds and I may be able to finally build some pressure.
Like I said, I’ll take it.
Kevin
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you can do it - losing weight is a tough road….glad that things are lookin up
You can do it, Kevin! Try and find the little steps you can take to get the momentum going - remember it will take awhile but it actually feels good once you get going. Sorry about the bad luck - they say bad things come in 3s - you done yet?
My windshield cracked once from a nearby power line shorting out…weird!